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watched this really good show last week..and no it isn't transformers, haha. can't believe i actually slept through part of the many robot-fighting scenes. its called "once", quite an indie-sorta film that came out a few years back. the music is really good. actually seemingly simple and good. ironic but i think its cause the music was heartfelt. anyway its abt these two musicians. love it when they harmonise so well on set. anyway one of the songs here.. Glen Hansard - Lies I think it's time, we give it up And figure out what's stopping us From breathing easy, and talking straight The way is clear if you're ready now The volunteer is slowing down And taking time to save himself The little cracks they escalated And before we knew it was too late For making circles and telling lies You're moving too fast for me And I can't keep up with you Maybe if you slowed down for meI could see you're only telling Lies, lies, lies Breaking us down with your Lies, lies, lies When will you learn The little cracks they escalated And before you know it is too late For making circles and telling lies You're moving too fast for me And I can't keep up with you Maybe if you'd slowed down for me I could see you're only telling Lies, lies, lies Breaking us down with your Lies, lies, lies When will you learn So plant the thought and watch it grow Wind it up and let it go performed 20:47 ©
just to remind myself for the next few months, years or decades. i need to stop playing like this. like tonight. wonder how passing the exam was even possible. performed 23:35 ©
performed 01:23 ©
when we're expecting too much from something or someone and it comes, it's more of a relief than anything. and not expecting much can just work against ourselves. performed 22:36 ©
i didn't really know how this year would turn out; still haven't, actually. and frankly i've been spending the past few months still thinking about why certain things that went wrong did go wrong. every single day. and night. all questions and no answers. but strange to say, 2009 has sort of been a picking-up-the-pieces kinda term for me. trying to get through things, try out different things along the same hopeful path, and at the same time trying to make sure i do so without having any regrets. sorting out the mess and getting things in place academically, musically etc. and its been turning out quite fine. perhaps there won't be such a thing as landing straight right into the deeper end of the pits, if we could actually change our perspective of things. the year could've been hell worse. i was so thankful and relieved to receive the phone call on friday. and i thought i'd get to rest after tmr's concert! and so i received a letter today informing me about the trumpet exam is in exactly a month's time apparently! good luck yingda, you'll need it. TONS. haha man. performed 01:32 ©
just ended a busily satisfying fortnight with the orchestra. and chanced upon ennio morricone's the crisis in my nano..good stuff. performed 18:14 ©
it's a real struggle to be optimistic. this is turning out to be a trying year of embracing humility and being focussed. performed 17:43 ©
'seven pounds' is a film with underrated subtleness. really good show, not in the bedtime-stories way, though its probably one of those subjective shows around. and it nicely rounds up the crazy year..which truly had been longer and harder than expected. performed 22:11 ©
performed 22:12 ©
had an early christmas dinner for the year last night, with na and tang, and it was just awesome. the company and the foooood. the self-bought ingredients and self-prepared dishes. and the doc helmed the kitchen. haha. looking forward to feb, or the next gathering, and a return visit in melbourne man. and cheers to four years and counting! ever since the three of us bumped into each other randomly in the very same ice-breaker games group at nco camp ages back.. okay maybe not too randomly that they both ended up in the same group, tsk. haha. merry christmas!  a little less than a year ago and the most recent picture i could find. so na owes many many photos, yes both the nice and bloody embarassing ones haha.
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